last 5 days have been the hardest, the thoughest, days for me. so much frustrating things that i cant get them out of my head
the contradiction between what i want and family need really fed me up :(
in one side, i dont want to leave any of what i just get now in my life, but i realize i have to and my family really need me to go. i know it's for the better life of mine but is it wrong if i have been so satisfied of what i am now?
but it's a selfish if i keep everything goes based on what i desire to. because yes i am the only hope of them. no matter how hard it is for me, i have to do it. for my sisters, for my family, for the better me
ya Allah please give me a strength to choose and if i find an answer, let it be the best for me :')
my friend, Riri, once said that the color suitted me the best was orange because orange represented cheers and laughter. so that was me, a cheerful one
i have to be as cheerful as i used to be :D
this little distraction wont let me down, i know it cant let me down
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