for me, every song has its own story, has particular memory of everything that happens in between time i listen to that song. today i found out it's kinda funny how i've just known this song 3 weeks ago yet it could help recalling so many (especially the last 3 months') memories

Ricky Martin feat Joss Stone - The best thing about me is you .mp3

Found at bee mp3 search engine

the story of us

scared to see the ending, why are we pretending this is nothing
i'd tell you i miss you but i dont know how
i've never heard silence quiet this loud
now i'm standing alone in the crowded room and we're not speaking
and i'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me
i dont know what to say since a twist of fate when it all broke down
and the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
this is looking like a contest of who can act like they careless
but i like it better when you were on my side
the battle's in your hand now
but i would lay my armor down if you say you'd rather love than fight
so many things that i wish you knew, but the story of us might be ending soon

"everybody's changing and i don't feel the same" (humming)

well, i'm pretty surprised how a thing could totally change 180 degrees just in a few days. from this i might take several lessons, which firstly, never be too sure of what you have now because you'll never know that anything could somehow take it away from you by anytime without a warning. and secondly, since we don't know what plans God have regarding to our lives, we need to hold on, to fight for whatever we think worth the struggle, because no matter how desperately you think your wish would never come true, fate is in God's hand, not yours. and that's why i have to believe that maybe i could turn the situation i have now in 2 weeks. may be it seems impossible, but hey once again, things could change and this situation is not an exception.