"everybody's changing and i don't feel the same" (humming)

well, i'm pretty surprised how a thing could totally change 180 degrees just in a few days. from this i might take several lessons, which firstly, never be too sure of what you have now because you'll never know that anything could somehow take it away from you by anytime without a warning. and secondly, since we don't know what plans God have regarding to our lives, we need to hold on, to fight for whatever we think worth the struggle, because no matter how desperately you think your wish would never come true, fate is in God's hand, not yours. and that's why i have to believe that maybe i could turn the situation i have now in 2 weeks. may be it seems impossible, but hey once again, things could change and this situation is not an exception.