I write this on the airport, as i am waiting my flight back to Pekanbaru this evening. My mind can't help but travels back to the time of last night, when everything felt so perfectly fine for a while, when i met you, when that familiar face of yours greeted me. I wondered why my heart still skipped a beat every time i saw those cold eyes. I wondered why my mind's and body's reaction remained the same. I wondered why the butterflies were still there. Even after 7 solid years.
The first minutes were awkward. I wondered if you were as happy as i was. I wondered if you'd been dying to see me as i had been to you. But my face must had been so easy to read because all of the sudden you caressed my head like you always did in the past. Then your hand pinched my nose playfully and with your signature grin you muttered "welcome back".
At that moment i felt like coming back home. From that moment on i knew i was ready to come back home.
I never know what kind of path lies ahead of us. I never know what the future might bring. But what i know of, this deserves a shot. We deserve a chance.
So i really hope this time we don't screw up. I hope this isn't another high school love drama like it used to be. I hope we learn from our mistake to work this out. I hope 5 years of being apart is long enough for us to understand ourselves, what our hearts really want, and finally discover each other all over again. I hope we both invest our time not for something imaginary, i hope this time it is real. I hope we can cooperate well to make this into something that is beneficial for our life on earth and life afterwards. I hope this one lasts forever.
Welcome back too, you.
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