Everytime i get tired of you, i always ask my self, why am i holding on to this? why am i still fighting for this? what exactly do i see in him? why i keep telling my self it's ok while the truth it isn't? but the more i contemplate, the more i find my self lost without any conclusion. But then, there's always something, always, that i suddenly notice, that reminds me of him. Like a badminton match. Or a nail clipper. Or chili sauce. Or electrical component of home appliances. It's as simple as a capacitor. And another component that i can't even recall what its name. The things i never quite understand, and never have an intention to, but i'm sure he knows of. And how i'm assured he'll get me covered in those matters.
Like magic, those simple things help to put a smile on my face when i remember him. And once again, i give up asking, i give up my longing for a reason, i give up on the condition that no matter how hard is our situation right now, i'm still head over heels in love with him.
It is always the simplest thing in the universe that reminds me how much i adore him. I will always adore him.
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